Even though it is raining which usually brings sadness for me…
Even though I have been asked to surrender ALL that I thought I was ~
to Let Go of everything in my life including my creature comforts, my ideas, hopes, dreams and even hope of love…
Even though I go from moments of deep sorrow and tears to ecstatic joy and peace…
Even though I have burned my safety and security in the Refiner’s Fire for a CALL I do not yet fully understand myself, that I have only see in part…
Even though none may go with me on this journey into the Unknown land of Unconditional Love…
I AM FULL beyond words of my knowledge.
My Belly is swelling, swirling with air and warmth and energy.
My Womb is open and ready, empty as She willingly awaits to be filled with what is next…with the delight of anticipation.
My Gate is swinging wide, receiving the luscious stir of energetic expectation of the Worship which fuels my Temple with Sacred Prayers of the Saints…
My Crown is held high as it seeks a place among the Ancient Wisdom of the Ages…
My LEGS are rooted into the ground of everything that is, pulling in nourishment from the deep, dark places of Mother Earth.
My ARMS are thrown back onto the Cross as my chest remains fully exposed, allowing my heart unrestricted access to transmute even the greatest pain of this world ~ powers that otherwise want me to double over in anguish are brought to their knees by the Resilience of this Space I am finding, I have found.
“Yes,” I hear myself say, “Yes to whatever is next…for I have but tasted, I have but seen, I have but smelled, I have but felt how to live this Life in Complete Freedom, Complete Acceptance …in Unconditional Love. I am willing to allow You to have Your way with me so I may be a Vessel of this Way. I am ready ~ please help the parts of me that are still needing to let go. Let me but hear the VOICE.”
Yes, even in the midst of the unknown Death of SELF…
Even in the midst of letting go of this world’s perceived reality with It’s false sense of security and safety….there remains
Peace & Love,
Harmony & Balance,
Passion & Compassion,
Self-Control & Human Understanding…
Until nothing else remains, not even the boundaries of SELF ~ only a Vast Pregnant Void of Openness where the swell of the all consuming OCEAN of LOVE asks to have Her way with Me.
Will I allow myself to be swept up into this Tidal Wave of Love
that seems so scary to the Human Psyche?
Will you?
