What do you want to do when you grow up?

My time in Cali is growing short.  I have a few last events I am either DJing at or hosting (including a Community Appreciation Give Back Jan 4th) – so please check those out below.  For now, getting a bit personal:

I keep doing my best to see if the Universe will change Her mind – allow me to stay longer than January.

Yet He keeps shutting the door.

Every.

Single.

Time.

So, like a kid caught digging into the dessert before dinner, I humbly bow each time and say “Okay, I know, I know…I’m going!”

It is humbling to say to you – yet again – my dear supporter of “whatever it is I am bringing into the world”: I don’t know exactly what is going to happen to me nor Movement Medicine.  

I could even be embarrassed at how many “go’s” I have given this business idea with all Its different names:
* Real Mama Real Life (my very FIRST Blog back before my divorce!)
* Practice Joy (might have had something in between these two – but cannot remember :-0)
* Metamorphic Coaching
* Radiant Mama
And the one that is most likely here to stay!
* Movement Medicine

Yet, I am beyond being embarrassed that I am 41 years old and
stilldon’t know exactly what I am doing with my life –
nor exactly what my business is going to be. 

For I know this is just the process we all go through.  It is the process of creation, of invention – of birthing new life out of nothing.  I look around me at those that are ahead of me, those I admire and respect – and see how their businesses have morphed and grown over time.  Some faster than others.

I also know that each time I get to “lab” my ideas, I get closer to what is right for me and my Soul – and learn what isn’t right for my Spirit.

For now, I recognize that while I am in the biggest Death yet of my life, I am also being given a HUGE GIFT.  A gift of time – a true luxury in this day and age.

As one who has rushed from one stage of life to the next all my life, I am doing my best to not do that here.

Yet, even as I type this, I have to say that as the Death works its magic – I feel space and creativity opening up.  I have ideas that are germinating deep in the pregnant void of my womb.  Ideas that I am sitting on, have been sitting on like a patient Mama Hen.  Like a patient Mama Hen, I will continue to sit on these ideas knowing they are there – and will share them when the time is “right”.

What I can share for now: the work we Labbed together these last few years with Movement Medicine, especially this last year, is not going away.  Far from it.  The ideas I am sitting on will involve taking:
* Body Language & Human Energetics (including sexual energy)
* Community
* Dance Floor Safety
* Conscious Dancing

deeper and deeper into our psyche of awareness as individuals and as a collective.

The online course Body Language 101 for Conscious Dance, Clubs & Bars will continue to be online in its current format for all you.  This is so you can continue to share with friends and family that are interested in learning more about:
* Conscious Dance
* Non-Verbal Communication &
* What we each can do to make dance floors as safe as possible with extremely easy and practical tools!

For now, my dear Soul friend, things are indeed coming to an end for me here in Cali after almost 20 years.  It’s been a good thing – here and there.  No matter what, tho, you know that the

DANCE MUST GO ON!